A Little Insane

Monday, November 28, 2005

Fallen

As I sit here now,
I can smell your fragrance,
In the air behind me.
I search for those perfect words,
And the strength to say them aloud.

I threw down your love once,
It fell hard, as would anything else,
Disfiguring and disappearing,
I walked away on a foggy night,
As the winds changed tones.

I never thought I could leave you,
justified it I try with many a crazy reasons,
Yet on that rainy night when insanity struck,
I rode off into the night, into my darkness,
Deaf to the many voices in my head.

I remember you always teasing:
My eyes spoke the truth,
On those little times they ever spoke.
I can feel your innocent touch,
As I sit here falling deeper into my ignorance.

The words I then spoke aloud:

Walk away from me before I turn,
Save our love and all that you trust,
Let it remain as pure as it be,
Your love that I once misplaced,
Don’t push it down for another fall.

Forgive me if you must,
For I deserve a repute not such,
Your love that breeze so strong,
Has a place forever in my life,
Don’t push it down for another fall.

Thursday, November 10, 2005

Silent Melody

On a rainy night, with silent melody,
I, shatter like glass,
Into a million glitters,
Spreading sparks into the dim sky.

Rain beat them down,
Taking me closer into the ground.

At this hinge of my unity,
I seek separation;
Of the mind,
From the bonds of my body.
Of the silence,
From the depth of my dreams.

Rising like a cloud, with silent melody,
I, to the sands above the sky,
Closer to that midnight sun,
Away from good and evil.

Rise to my place hidden,
Beyond the holds of sanity.

At this hinge of my insanity,
I seek union;
Of the thought,
To the signs of my soul.
Of the faith,
To the depth of my knowledge.

Thursday, November 03, 2005

A Picture Within

Holding on to that treasure,
As your eyes hit upon mine,
The beauty this picture holds,
I wish so to behold.

Your words that are held back,
Those that i wish to sound,
Breaking free from within
Spreading love into my name

That fury your eyes seek,
Cutting deep into my mind,
To witness such insanity,
In a picture unreal to hold.

If those thoughts so seek,
Spread your lips into a smile,
Breaking free from within
Spreading love into my name.