A Little Insane

Tuesday, December 20, 2005

Wilder Days

Childish in my wilder days,
I had wished for this ghost girl,
Who walked down my school hall,
Haunting my every day since.

The ghost that I knew,
Who never answered my thoughts,
I wondered if she was always wishing,
A way to find her a ghost boy.

Never did I know,
In the many years in between,
It was I who haunted her there,
With my boyish arrogance.

She went away without a whisper,
Leaving me looking inside a portal,
Wondering what it would have been like,
Had I been the ghost boy she desired.

Defeated by this beautiful ghost ,
I ran alone the miles and miles ahead,
Counting those memories never made,
Molding myself into the man today.


Tuesday, December 13, 2005

To Be More Than Whats To Be

Today, I am what you see
Tomorrow, I am what I dream.
My stream, My being.
Yesterday to today,
On my way to tomorrow.
I am to be a better form,
To be more than whats to be.

In this enterprise of my own,
The emotions that I learn.
My rules, My destiny.
Superior to one,
Inferior to none
I am to be a better form,
To be more than whats to be.

Thursday, December 08, 2005

Unspoken Tunes

Memories faint struggling to surface,
In all its turns, insane tunes,
Wondering if it will ever be heard,
In a voice I wish to be yours.

Your name is back in the air,
All around me and in my head,
The unspoken tunes from my youth,
Ringing with that certain grace.

A soft silence in my reality,
Hidden feelings of unspoken times,
My hands drumming away words,
Never to be written , Never to be heard.