Wilder Days
Childish in my wilder days,
I had wished for this ghost girl,
Who walked down my school hall,
Haunting my every day since.
The ghost that I knew,
Who never answered my thoughts,
I wondered if she was always wishing,
A way to find her a ghost boy.
Never did I know,
In the many years in between,
It was I who haunted her there,
With my boyish arrogance.
She went away without a whisper,
Leaving me looking inside a portal,
Wondering what it would have been like,
Had I been the ghost boy she desired.
Defeated by this beautiful ghost ,
I ran alone the miles and miles ahead,
Counting those memories never made,
Molding myself into the man today.
wilder days
To Be More Than Whats To Be
Today, I am what you see
Tomorrow, I am what I dream.
My stream, My being.
Yesterday to today,
On my way to tomorrow.
I am to be a better form,
To be more than whats to be.
In this enterprise of my own,
The emotions that I learn.
My rules, My destiny.
Superior to one,
Inferior to none
I am to be a better form,
To be more than whats to be.
Unspoken Tunes
Memories faint struggling to surface,
In all its turns, insane tunes,
Wondering if it will ever be heard,
In a voice I wish to be yours.
Your name is back in the air,
All around me and in my head,
The unspoken tunes from my youth,
Ringing with that certain grace.
A soft silence in my reality,
Hidden feelings of unspoken times,
My hands drumming away words,
Never to be written , Never to be heard.