A Little Insane

For Tomorrow and Beyond

2007-07-31T20:14:00.000-07:00

Within the madness of the days,
Something to look forward to.
Even if its just a tender hope,
I can hear it in a sweet voice.

The troubles of yesterday defines,
What may be to what may not be.
The person moulded for tomorrow
Corrupted yet polished!

For tomorrow and beyond.
Your honour Silent and Loud.

Let not be taken for a ride,
Often been told over and over.
Yet kindness wishes to see,
Only the good in others.

Fires will burn and leave scars,
Love will end and leave memories,
Fear will seize and leave stories,
Honour will rise and fall only with you.

For tomorrow and beyond.
Your honour Silent and Loud.

In the many paths to one truth,
Honour will value the most.
No gold, no diamonds nor loved ones,
Compare to the beauty and flair of honour.

As memories fade and faces around change,
know that you will be remembered.
Even if its in a little silent prayer,
Never a tear to wash away the pride.

For tomorrow and beyond.
Your honour Silent and Loud.

Spring Affairs

2007-05-04T16:57:00.000-07:00

This spring weekend,
As the fragrance of Romance & Passion fill the day,
Its time for the affairs of the heart to be renewed;
The whispers in the air all around you,
Are my words of love to you!

Am I to be the one..?

2007-04-19T00:28:00.000-07:00

Am I to be the one..? To hold you in arms
To grow and to wither ,
In the storms we are to face,
And the smiles we are to share.

In this world where hate prevails,
When a person rarely finds his other;
I found you among the many thorns,
My rose, my wondrous source of lust

My mischievous sweetheart,
I bow my head down to your love.
My eyes behold your face,
The teasing words reveal your truth inside.

I stand here just a picture,
I forget your oppressions;
Looking at your ecstatic eyes,
I see only your radiant love.

The affairs of passion adjust,
When consciousness meets unconsciousness
Like every person knows when he meets his other
I now know my heart has met it's match.

My eyes crave for you alone,
Still I ponder, Am I to be the one..?
The one who isn't found despite finding,
To be the one lost to into the wilderness beyond.

Dancing Girl

2007-02-24T10:26:00.000-08:00

Hours past midnight and still looking into her eyes,
Moving to the beats with her arms between mine,
When suddenly interrupted by the dawn of day.

Life took over with a single ray,
Memories of the dancing girl,
The night faded away like tequila shots.

Guitar strings stop in haste,
Dancing shoes slow down their pace,
The keyboards here no longer play my tune.

I wait in thirst for the spark of night,
To dance again with my love,
An addiction so fond for me to lose.

Limited Dreams

2006-12-19T09:29:00.000-08:00

Temptations, these temporary limitations,
An elevation of my many dissolutions,
In a mind with a life in own,
A dream so far away from reality

Words collide - Passions fly

Logics collide - science overtakes

Visions collide - Art engulfs

Love collides - hate outshines

Wicked or weird the callings of the dark,
Fallen or risen from our unknown maker,
A life to live if not but a dream,
Heaven and earth but all the same.

For Those Untamed

2006-11-15T22:26:00.000-08:00

Love holds no pleasure for those untamed,
It’s a parasite, spreading disease and hungry to kill.
Love, Spreading filth in a beautiful world,
Truly inspired and defined by unfeigned lust.

Fear holds no grounds for those untamed,
Their fury burns any spirit that may rise.
Fear, Liberating those very hopelessly lost souls,
Disguised and living in search of love.

Faith holds no purpose for those untamed,
And luck is for those frightfully ignorant.
Faith, Too confused to know evil from good,
Wandering night and day, among the breathing dead.

To The Nights

2006-10-21T10:56:00.000-07:00

Tonight to tomorrow, every night, sundown to sunrise;
Celebrate life...in all its form, in all its name.
There is no tomorrow if there is not a today,
And nothing is gonna stay the same as yesterday.
This Life is all you got, to call to your own; so live..
Live tonight to tomorrow, every night; sundown to sunrise.
Call the days with its names; the nights are all the same,
There is nothing more certain than tonight before another tomorrow.

Doors

2006-10-16T01:31:00.000-07:00

All around in circles and squares,
In every laughter, in every pain,
These battered souls search for their doors,
With the unmarked key, in search of their homes.

Home is not anywhere they hang their hats,
It may not even be through the door up the stairs,
The hollow key they hold, shows no map, no signs,
Nor do their minds in this comic suspense.

So excluded from their waiting nest,
They seek pleasure in flesh and sweat,
Drowning away their emotions one by one,
In a web of illusions they call out their truth.

Tangled with riddles of love,
Lust, fear, pleasure and all they call life,
Forgetting their search, forgetting the doors,
That take them back to their homes.

Knowing not any longer one from the other,
Blinded by the lights of life,
These ghosts run in circles and square,
Forgetting to look beyond themselves.

A Shadow to Love

2006-07-31T21:22:00.000-07:00

Feels like I have been out here forever,
Awake all day and all night,
Drifting with the voices in my head,
Knowing not if today is a dream or reality.

I value lesser this new world around me ,
Its words, Its ways, Its desires,
A crypt holding dear my insanity,
Untouched by the madness surrounding me.

Beaten down by the routine of days,
Dreams mount higher than clouds high above,
Somewhere ahead into the light,
I look for the darkness to clear my eyes.

I forget how it felt to be loved,
As I give away move than this world demands,
I fade slowly into the brightness all around,
With not a shadow near to hold my name.

In All Dreams to Come

2006-07-08T00:55:00.000-07:00

I preach tonight, like the many before me;
Without a candle to see my face,
With only one message to be told:
‘Silence! my fellow beings,
Is in all your dreams to come'.

The nights speaks lesser tonight,
Of the lessons forgotten so very soon,
The heads turn away and the smiles grow slim,
Words of passion, Words of honor, words in all,
Heard less strong in a weakening dream.

The good times; always another reach away,
Enough no longer an option,
As whispers fill shadows with expectations,
Entertained by desires once condemned,
Unfolding into a final disappointment.

The nights to go, the dreams to stay,
Count not up, count not down,
For nobody is sane, it’s been told:
‘Silence! my fellow beings,
Is in all your dreams to come'.

Distant Thoughts

2006-06-04T10:19:00.000-07:00

Staring into the hill tops far ahead,
She sat, reticent, on the leather seat.
While the traffic in the background buzzed on,
She shifted in hope to a more comfortable position.
As time stood still in conscience,
Her thoughts refused to wane.

In a slow relaxed motion, she reached out,
Held my hands in a gentle grasp.
“Ti voglio bene" She mumbled in her accented Italian,
Then receded back into her deep thoughts.
Even the loud music glaring from the car stereo,
Now seemed distant as those hill tops up ahead.

Her trance broke, trying to focus, she forced a smile,
Her beauty unparallel, that innocence said all.
I forced my eyes back onto the road,
The road up ahead now looked very different.
Headed for our separate destinations somewhere far away,
Silence spread around, in our minds into our thoughts.

Inevitable

2006-05-31T17:00:00.000-07:00

I'm tempted to take this plunge,
Could be my most spectacular failure yet.
This was not by any given choice,
Nobody really chooses who they fall in love with.

I'll bet my everything on a single possibility,
If she loves me, she will say she does.
It's hard to determine what emotions are valid,
How they're justified or when they're just mistakes.

One bad decision inevitably leads to another,
Yet one good one rarely to another.
I search for words to fill the emotions,
I wait for her love to share my feelings.

A Song For The Unknowns

2006-04-11T01:39:00.000-07:00

In the witching hour when only the devil listens,
I think of you and I think of me.
My thoughts splitting the amazing wave,
Racing and riding the coming darkness.

It's been long since it happened last,
Indulgence into my body and mind.
As others detach from everything around,
I unite into the surroundings hidden.

Reminding myself not to forget the questions,
Looking out for what I am to correct?
Knowing well there is nothing here,
But the thoughts hidden in others minds.

Into midnight as sanity sleeps,
Ask aloud for my madness and I shall show,
Mystical and deep, you'll be touched,
Sometimes I call it wisdom..Sometimes poetry.

Tonight as rhythm sleeps,
I shall sing in praise of all the unknowns,
Behind the shadows and in the light,
Calling it a song riddled in fear.

Reality

2006-04-05T10:23:00.000-07:00

Reality , such a myth
Hidden deep within realms,
Open to minds of only the insane.

Everything told and everything to be told,
Everything held and everything to be held,
Makes no dent on this hidden myth.

Such cruelty, in the name of reality,
A false sense of security,
A broken sense of existence.

Real to none but its own reality,
Living up to its own myth,
Its stands like truth yet to be understood.

Beginnings

2006-03-29T02:43:00.000-08:00

Memories of the many beginnings,
Some we remember, some we don't.

With all the old vanishing angles,
New circles and new functions arise,
Waiting for none , not even the one.

New boundaries to many questions,
Going on and on like a storm,
Breaking all that seemed clear.

No signs of decline,
In your head, nor in mine.
So then what's to fear?

New beginnings are here to hold
Some we remember, some we won't.

Tilted

2006-03-25T00:04:00.000-08:00

I sit on my chair,
My head tilted to the left,
Opening my eyes to the light.

Hanging on to whats seen right,
I ponder about everything,
Through the eyes of everyone,
I have met in the past months.

I dont understand their words.
I dont understand their hurdles.
I dont understand their feelings.
I dont understand their truth.

Yet somewhere in my future,
Is an answer I hope to understand.
The time beats faster than my heart,
Here I wait to hold my chance .

Still on my chair,
My head tilted to the left.
Shutting my eyes to the light.

Moments

2006-01-26T10:29:00.000-08:00

Moments of confusion, in and around,
Stacked up higher and higher, above the other,
All came rolling down, in one little tear drop,
As her voice broke with a pinch of sorrow.

Still trying to find her own stand,
Abstract to all those things combined,
Her intentions, her emotions, her memories ,
Wishing against those morning, waking all alone.

Perceptions of my human mind,
Those from her words spoken in such trust,
Some strange feelings, some others even stranger,
Left me holding her on closer than ever.

Strokes

2006-01-04T10:51:00.000-08:00

I am plagued with the unknown
Living and breathing, waiting for reality,
To magically appear, from under my nose,
And set aside a fear, that’s only in my head.

Limited by the stroke of my thoughts
I write these words in paragraphs,
Beginning, middle and end,
Already set deep in my mind.

I'll move to breaking down the scenes,
Those that are crucial, for my preaching insanity,
Going back through to connect the dots,
Only to abandon it, thirty words into my story.

Nothing said, nothing to be said,
This is my new plan,
Thus far, it is not working,
But all is well here, this is another year.

strokes

Wilder Days

2005-12-20T21:55:00.000-08:00

Childish in my wilder days,
I had wished for this ghost girl,
Who walked down my school hall,
Haunting my every day since.

The ghost that I knew,
Who never answered my thoughts,
I wondered if she was always wishing,
A way to find her a ghost boy.

Never did I know,
In the many years in between,
It was I who haunted her there,
With my boyish arrogance.

She went away without a whisper,
Leaving me looking inside a portal,
Wondering what it would have been like,
Had I been the ghost boy she desired.

Defeated by this beautiful ghost ,
I ran alone the miles and miles ahead,
Counting those memories never made,
Molding myself into the man today.

wilder days

To Be More Than Whats To Be

2005-12-13T10:48:00.000-08:00

Today, I am what you see
Tomorrow, I am what I dream.
My stream, My being.
Yesterday to today,
On my way to tomorrow.
I am to be a better form,
To be more than whats to be.

In this enterprise of my own,
The emotions that I learn.
My rules, My destiny.
Superior to one,
Inferior to none
I am to be a better form,
To be more than whats to be.

Unspoken Tunes

2005-12-08T17:41:00.000-08:00

Memories faint struggling to surface,
In all its turns, insane tunes,
Wondering if it will ever be heard,
In a voice I wish to be yours.

Your name is back in the air,
All around me and in my head,
The unspoken tunes from my youth,
Ringing with that certain grace.

A soft silence in my reality,
Hidden feelings of unspoken times,
My hands drumming away words,
Never to be written , Never to be heard.

Fallen

2005-11-28T06:48:00.000-08:00

As I sit here now,
I can smell your fragrance,
In the air behind me.
I search for those perfect words,
And the strength to say them aloud.

I threw down your love once,
It fell hard, as would anything else,
Disfiguring and disappearing,
I walked away on a foggy night,
As the winds changed tones.

I never thought I could leave you,
justified it I try with many a crazy reasons,
Yet on that rainy night when insanity struck,
I rode off into the night, into my darkness,
Deaf to the many voices in my head.

I remember you always teasing:
My eyes spoke the truth,
On those little times they ever spoke.
I can feel your innocent touch,
As I sit here falling deeper into my ignorance.

The words I then spoke aloud:

Walk away from me before I turn,
Save our love and all that you trust,
Let it remain as pure as it be,
Your love that I once misplaced,
Don’t push it down for another fall.

Forgive me if you must,
For I deserve a repute not such,
Your love that breeze so strong,
Has a place forever in my life,
Don’t push it down for another fall.

Silent Melody

2005-11-10T22:37:00.000-08:00

On a rainy night, with silent melody,
I, shatter like glass,
Into a million glitters,
Spreading sparks into the dim sky.

Rain beat them down,
Taking me closer into the ground.

At this hinge of my unity,
I seek separation;
Of the mind,
From the bonds of my body.
Of the silence,
From the depth of my dreams.

Rising like a cloud, with silent melody,
I, to the sands above the sky,
Closer to that midnight sun,
Away from good and evil.

Rise to my place hidden,
Beyond the holds of sanity.

At this hinge of my insanity,
I seek union;
Of the thought,
To the signs of my soul.
Of the faith,
To the depth of my knowledge.

A Picture Within

2005-11-03T22:34:00.000-08:00

Holding on to that treasure,
As your eyes hit upon mine,
The beauty this picture holds,
I wish so to behold.

Your words that are held back,
Those that i wish to sound,
Breaking free from within
Spreading love into my name

That fury your eyes seek,
Cutting deep into my mind,
To witness such insanity,
In a picture unreal to hold.

If those thoughts so seek,
Spread your lips into a smile,
Breaking free from within
Spreading love into my name.

So Unforgetful

2005-10-18T13:25:00.000-07:00

Sweetness on earth,
My rarest sight no more,
Your presence as pleasure grows,
In all my seven rhymes,
Never a touch so virtuous,
So unforgetful to my senses.

Your words, these words,
Worlds not mere words,
Parading mystery riddled in love,
Pleasant words that burn,
Brighter than your beaming smile,
So unforgetful to my senses.

Only delight to the perfect mind,
Flavored with modesty and benignant grace,
Affection with a tint of fear,
In an earth burdened by your beauty,
My arms proud to hold in yours,
So unforgetful to my senses.

Towards a future beyond today,
Of the many paths unseen to my eye,
As darkness awaits the failing light,
I stop to reflect my wealth,
The love beaming through your eyes,
So unforgetful to my senses.

Breaking Reality

2005-10-08T09:43:00.000-07:00

It happened,
As it usually happens,
My words stumbled,
My eyes wandered,
Out of place. Out of purpose

She talked about life,
Sounded like empty lies.
A subconscious inhibition,
My hands no longer held hers,
As we sat beside one last time.

She talked to me,
She talked about us,
Her straight hair,
Her leaning shoulder,
No longer my missing puzzle.

I thought to myself,
That night our eyes met,
What attracted me to her?
It did not matter anymore,
I feel bitterly empty now.

This weakness of spirit,
Is for me to repent,
Letting go of reality,
In search of a dream,
That I may never wake up with.

One After The Other

2005-09-27T09:07:00.000-07:00

A begining, a new truth,
Surrounded by suprises,
Rising above each,
One after the other.

A begining, a new face,
Surrounded by smiles,
Brighter than the other,
One after the other.

A begining, a new meaning,
Surrounded by questions,
Needing one answer,
One after the other.

A begining, a new love,
Surrounded by emotions,
Attraction onto affection,
One after the other.

Nameless

2005-09-23T15:21:00.000-07:00

Blinding light,
Showed me this path,
Hidden between emotions,
Deep inside my mind.

A beauty lay found,
Untouched by the soul,
So pure ; so neglected,
Nameless within myself.

Hiding away under light,
From start to time,
Hidden between emotions,
Nameless within myself.

A Drift

2005-09-19T23:36:00.000-07:00

The ocean, the sky, the lies,
Vast around my eyes,
Shutting one out for the other,
I dive inside to seek,
The pearl of my desires,
In the depths of my heart.

As Far As Eye Could See.

2005-09-12T00:32:00.000-07:00

I was in a dream,
As far as eye could see.

I was walking down this street,
Nothing looked like the other,
Colors that needed no light,
No patterns to be recognized,
I walked as everything behind faded,
I tried but I could not turn and see,
I was in a dream.
As far as eye could see.

I was walking naked,
Everything I touched disappeared,
The mirrors showed me no more,
Last drops left my veins as I faded,
So beautiful all that at once,
I freed myself from myself,
I was in a dream,
As far as eye could see.

I walked that lonely road,
Cried into many a deaf ears:
Wake me up before its too long,
Or put me to sleep.
I do not remember much now,
I let it all go like a dream,
Not knowing it was reality,
I was in a dream.
As far as eye could see.

Once Again

2005-09-07T13:45:00.000-07:00

Two stars and a quarter moon,
To make up your eyes and nose,
Somewhere hidden in that darkness,
Is your glowing smile;
I wait to see.
I wait to see.
That smile; one more time,
Holding onto that lost dream;
Someday your smile shall be mine,
Once again.

Into the darkness up above,
I look back into that past,
When we held hands,
And kissed with no concerns;
I wait to see.
I wait to see.
You ; one more time,
Holding onto that lost dream;
Someday your kiss shall be mine,
Once again.

The sounds of those birds,
That break this silence,
Sing a broken song ,
Holding me to my broken promise;
I wait to see.
I wait to see.
That love; one more time,
Holding on to that lost dream;
Someday your love shall be mine,
Once again.

Letting Go

2005-08-30T08:30:00.000-07:00

In trying times, so may come,
When our memories fade;
Letting go of that last memory,
Would it befall without a special pinch?

When the needs of self rises,
Higher than those spoken dreams;
Letting go of that last memory,
Would it chance without a second blink?

Picture this now, before that surrender,
Of those feelings to be left unsaid;
As the roads would separate under us,
Would it leave with more than oursleves?

In trying times, so may come,
When false sacrifices shall be summed;
Letting go of that last memory,
Would it be so that very easy?

An End?

2005-08-27T23:51:00.000-07:00

In the end of the road
Is there a cliff?
Is there a hill?
Is there a wall?

In the end of the road
Is there anyone else?
Is there a view?
Is there a sound?

In the end of the road
Is there an end?

My Tryst

2005-08-24T10:02:00.000-07:00

I rested my feet, Under the shade of a tree.
I sat next to one who knew where he stood,
His place on this earth,his duty to this system,
All the while singing to the winds.
He stopped to say hello to me; a resting man,
Still lost amoung the tracks in search of his place.

Our conversations grew into discussions,
Deeper and deeper than just colours;
We talked about life, space and all within
Of heights on deapth and all those conquests.
I was amazed at his simple undawdled truth,
Intune with himself and his song to the winds.

As the night grew silent, it was time to part.
I thanked him for his time and wisdom,
Leaving there with less questions,
I turned back to watch him singing to the winds.
My tryst with a piece of nature,
This blade of grass that tingled my thoughts.

Her Faith

2005-08-17T11:19:00.000-07:00

The hand that held her ,
With the promise of love,
Nowhere then to be held,
When she hung from a cliff.

Her feet kicked around,
Searching for some ground.

Her arms held on in pain.
As numbness crept within.

Her ears deaf from her screams
Still no sign of that hand.

Her voice muted to her own ears
Love faded into an abyss.

Her eyes judging the fall,
Looking up once for that hand.

Her mind in constant re runs,
Of memories once held dear.

Now thanked the lord for her faith,
The faith that helped let go,
Of the hand that held her,
Away from her destiny.

My Kingdom

2005-08-16T09:35:00.000-07:00

I have under my skin,
The blood of a king,
I ride these paths,
Into the valley on man,
To dethrone the coward,
Who hides from me,
Keeping me from my destiny.
I am the king,
The king of kings,
In search of my kingdom.

One Day

2005-08-12T14:47:00.000-07:00

On this one day,
Beautiful sunny day,
I craved to stay inside,
Curled under my special blanket.

I didnt have a worry.
I didnt have a memory.

My words at ease.
My world at rest.

I turned my face away from the sun,
Said a little prayer for everyone outside,
I pulled the blanket over my head,
As I drifted back into my trance.

Somewhere Behind

2005-08-07T23:37:00.000-07:00

Somewhere behind,
I left a turn,
I cant remember where
I cant remember when,
I am too far to go back,
I dont know what I am looking for anymore.

Somewhere behind,
I left a memory,
I cant remember who
I cant remember what
I am too far to go back,
I dont know what I am looking for anymore.

Mistakes

2005-08-06T15:49:00.000-07:00

Dont wait for any more words
Leave the way you came
The door opens out
Forget my face for your sake
I dont exist, Till I say I do
I am your worst mistake
Dont make it worse

Of Teachings And Visions

2005-08-02T08:34:00.000-07:00

The teachings are out there,
For us all to see,
Through our eyes,
Sewn shut in pride.

We question whats out there,
We create a world behind darkness,
So when we do open our eyes,
We imagine we will see good.

Then we visoned in unison,
Of a world wonderful and full,
Knoweldge was to be crowned king,
But we chose democracy instead.

Sunk Revolutions

2005-07-31T07:22:00.000-07:00

Revolutions gone bad ,
The graves lay barren,
In our quest for immortality,
Living our deaths, day to day.

This day, the Lord forgotten,
In miseries, we still seek poets,
Their twisted words, their politics,
To shelter us from the war of minds.

The mighty shall prevail, they say,
When nothing left to conquer;
Death will have his last laugh,
Our scum are no longer his to take.

Foes and friends, poetry in head,
Faces unknown, face to face,
Drawn swords and broken lives,
Thirsting over a fallen dream.

The fox that set this revolution,
Lay quiet in an only grave,
Into the mud he sank,
No more words, no more wisdom,

In search of wealth, the rest left,
Fighting over paper like it were god,
Fires that raged, set forth one nation,
Glory onto man, under shut eyes of the Lord.

Bless This Kiss

2005-07-26T08:58:00.000-07:00

She blew life into her falling hair,
Inched closer to my soul,
Sang to me with words so few,
In a silent dark room:
On this lovely night, bless me a kiss,
Propel me into the universe above,
To bring you back its beauty in my eyes,
Yours to keep like a blinking star.

I hold her by my side,
She is the vision of my tomorrow,
I am lost without her eyes.

She bit my lips,
With the touch of silk;
Spoke to me, ever so sweet,
As her tongue played its flute,
I gave myself into those soft words,
I flew carefree in her world,
My wealth had no meaning,
My love had no boundaries,.

I submit to her nature,
No crown , no glory can keep me,
On a lovely night, to bless her this kiss.

A Summer Afternoon

2005-07-24T17:32:00.000-07:00

On a hot summer afternoon,
Wishing for rain again and again,
To beat down like drums.

Harder and harder,
On my arms, in my face,
To cool me and my skin.

With a head that never stops spining,
For a little sleep that never sets,
I sit curled in a cool shelter.

I take one extra look for the clouds,
That are no where to be found,
On a clear sky, blue for miles and miles.

On a hot summer afternoon,
Wishing for rain again and again,
For that cleansing so long due.

My Learning

2005-07-20T08:50:00.000-07:00

I have learnt to walk, I have learnt to run,
I have learnt to talk, I have learnt to shout,
I have learnt to cry, I have learnt to laugh,
I have learnt to smile, I have learnt to hide,
I have learnt to care, I have learnt to forget,
I have learnt to love, I have learnt to hate,
I have learnt to drive, I have learnt to race,
I have learnt to advise, I have learnt to listen,
I have learnt to work, I have learnt to delegate,
I have learnt to build, I have learnt to destroy,
I have learnt to think, I have learnt to decide,
I have learnt to matter, I have learnt to disappear,
I have learnt to pressure, I have learnt to mentor,
I have learnt to keep, I have learnt to part,
I have learnt to act, I have learnt to be,
I have learnt to party, I have learnt to sleep,
I have learnt to test, I have learnt to propose,
I have learnt to win, I have learnt to lose,
I have learnt to grow, I have learnt to resign,
I have learnt to earn, I have learnt to spend
I have learnt to promise, I have learnt to fulfill,
I have learnt....
I have learnt....
I have learnt....

With so much more to learn, I have learnt:
I am learning to live, I am living to learn.

In Your Smile

2005-07-17T00:26:00.000-07:00

In your smile, there is a secret
Hidden from your own eyes,
A mystery waiting to blossom,
Whiter than your whitest lie.

In your smile, there is a touch,
Showered onto only your most precious,
Family, pets and those bald little babies.
Never to this stranger from far far away.

In your smile, there is a thought,
Of a shoulder to hide your fear,
To hold the best and hide the worst,
With waiting words to brighten a lonely day.

In your smile, there is a light,
That lead this stranger to your land,
So far, no matter, yet I wonder,
Will that smile forever shine?

Tears That Swept Her

2005-07-10T07:15:00.000-07:00

Tears that swept her; a broken dream,
Flooded memories deep within your eyes.
You shiver in the chill of your breath,
Words left unsaid echo within your thoughts.
A smile to cover your fears,
Feeling naked and cheated,
You ran from the world,
You ran from yourself.

Tears that swept her; a broken girl,
Unkept promises and forgotten freinds.
Your knees failed to hold their own,
Emotions left untouched leave you breathless.
A scream to break your silence,
Feeling lonely and helpless,
You ran from the world,
You ran from yourself.

My Heart

2005-06-30T13:51:00.000-07:00

I am pure at heart
My voice dont waver in dark,
My words hold force,
My audience have my choices.

I am broken at heart,
My voice silent in dark,
My words hold passion,
My audience have light tears.

I am dark at heart,
My voice haunt in dark,
My words hold fear,
My audience have no face.

I am complete at heart,
My voice build confidence,
My words hold faith,
My audience have it all.

I Am One

2005-06-28T20:21:00.000-07:00

Its One Year Here!
I am One.

To the new doors that open,
To those new words yet to be chosen,
To those emotions to be driven,
To you, My Desires, My Words,
My Thoughts, My Insanity, My Love.

I Am ..

2005-06-27T19:50:00.000-07:00

I am wind,
I am life.

I am earth,
I am strong.

I am fire,
I am fury.

I am water,
I am pure.

I am ether,
I am one.

In Search Of More

2005-06-22T21:01:00.000-07:00

What happened , she asked, to that boy she knew
Always wanted more, more than he could even dream.

What happened, she asked, with a tear in her eye
I couldnt see but I heard it in her voice.

What happened, I said , with a memory in my head
In search of more that boy lost what he held.

What happened ,I said, with no regret anymore
In seach of more that boy grew into a man.

What happened, I said, with a touch of charm,
Time will get me more, with all that I now hold and more.

In A Desert Of Emotions

2005-06-21T07:33:00.000-07:00

I touch my loneliness, in a desert of emotions;
As the sun's rays dry up my sorrows,
Letting my virtue burns up my desires,
Leaving my bone and skin to hide the naked pains.

I tocuh my loneliness, in a desert of emotions;
Surrounded by the unwise, strangers to my face,
Ignorant of love and its strange allies,
Never to publish their love hidden within.

I touch my loneliness, in a desert of emotions;
Counting my blessing with the sands under my feet,
Calling out loud the name of my Lord, over the heat,
Quietly smiling at these challenges He so lays out.

A Forgotten Last Kiss

2005-06-16T20:28:00.000-07:00

A trapped butterfly, on a tuesday night,
Left me without any goodbyes,
Into the night sky, without a song,
Leaving memories, a lonely dream.

Such a mystery, her life incomplete,
Her Journey, the realm of dreams,
Appearing at first like poison,
A nectar to ascend her creation.

There was elegence in her agression,
I saw it in her dance, In her rythm,
Seventy nine days of enchantment,
A shadow that bring back memories.

Memory, turned my words into poetry,
My fears transformed into smiles,
Another life, Another wish,
A forgotten last kiss.

Wondering If ...

2005-06-11T03:42:00.000-07:00

On a foreign land far far away from home,
As sunset fades on a lonely evening,
Looking at the reflection of my own colors,
Wondering if she found her sacred peace.

Clutching with fondness to her memories,
Those early possessions and worldly joys,
No longer attached to her strings,
Wondering if she found her secret place.

Listening to her words in my head,
Playing it over and over again,
Memories of her youth mesmerising my mind,
Wondering if she found her golden way.

On a foreign land far far away from home,
Clutching with fondness to her memories,
Listening to her words in my head,
Wondering if she found her bright self.

An Affair

2005-06-08T23:50:00.000-07:00

In an affair of the heart :

Mystify, dont justify !
Fantasize, dont deceive !
Express, dont hide !
Charm, dont harm !
Cool, dont fool !
Pamper, dont indulge !
Tease, dont test !
Be, dont pretend !

Another Road To Choices

2005-06-05T23:23:00.000-07:00

What now I ask myself and all those around
Rememberring the time when the path
Was chosen between being right or wrong
Today I stand in a front of another fork
In a road filled with riddles.
Waiting for that straight road to come my way
A mind desiring to climb all heights
Actions failing in compasions to dreams
Failure is never an option
Fearing the many wrong choices
That this world will never forgive
My mind, My Sense, My body
Looking to take their stage together
In harmony with the trinity
My desires, My virtues, My knowledge.

Whispering Truths

2005-05-29T09:14:00.000-07:00

Whispering silently between your lips,
Many a times you have asked me this;
With a twinkle in your eye,
What I love about you the most?

Each time I found ways, shrugged this off,
Little kisses sealed in tight hugs.
I know each time you just held tighter,
Shed a few tears before you dozed to sleep.

Baby! shed this tear no more , no more;
Hold on to me now , Hold me tight, Wait no more,
I got all your answers tonight, right here,
Right or wrong, this word you can trust.

Our destiny; we will face her together,
Come any tempest, just promise me this,
Promise me you will keep on holding,
Holding on to my word and to your love.

I know nothing lasts forever dear,
Tonight to you precious I gift these,
My word, My self, My honor,
Yours till the truth do perish.

Whispering truths over thunder showers,
Chilling winds howling in the dark,
Feelings flying like kites in a storm,
Filling colours into a dark blue sky.

Ghost Cop

2005-05-26T10:02:00.000-07:00

I am the ghost cop, bitch.
The dead dont walk ugly on my beach.
Run Run or hide with the livng.

Are you that ghost lady who rode,
On a donkey instead of a horse?
Dressed so ugly in white lace and leather pants,
Even a mirror dont show you no affection.

You spin your head North, South, East, West,
I dont know ugly, why you trippin,
'cause there aint no one looking, but those dead
Out cursing, their fate after death, wishing for hell

You can't escape me now witch, I am the bomb,
I was teaching, preaching, All in the name of the devil,
When I was alive , kicking, screaming and singing
I be the king, mixing music 'n madness , souls 'n sins.

I am the ghost cop, bitch.
The dead dont walk ugly on my beach.
Run Run or hide with the livng.

I Drift

2005-05-24T19:53:00.000-07:00

In this world led by humans
I seek the fruits of my actions,
Worshiping the gods in chaste,
For quick successes borne to my actions.

Purified by my penance,
Armed with new wisdom under god,
Beyond just hardwork and dedication,
Erasing anything deemed impossible.

My uncertanity, my instability, my insanity
Generated in nature by my knowledge,
In search of the truth and enlightenment,
Yet ignorant to ever know when I attain it.

Completely rid of desires,
My fears riddled by anger,
Wholly dependent on simple passions, I drift
From rational into a realm of abstracts.

Hot Summer Noon

2005-05-21T19:53:00.001-07:00

Sweet margaritas on a hot summer noon,
Hurricane mix 'n slender hips,
Light head with dance steps,
Senorita, you got me dancing to your moves.
Pink shades on your sexy eyes,
Floral skirt, guitar strings,
Its hot, I know, time to get cold and cozy,
Dont watch me from so far away, blowing me kisses
Dive into the pool with me, take a swim.
Come tango underwater with your butter shakes.
I'll hold your tummy, keep you floating,
Keep you close to me, even hold your hands,
On a hot summer noon, margaritas 'n hurricane mix.

The Hollow Man

2005-05-19T22:48:00.000-07:00

Fear now and fear forever
The hollow man he comes

Run, dont rest here this night
Sleep tonight and sleep forever

Under the darkness of night
The hollow man he rises

Leaping out from a realm of dreams
There he bathes in a river of sins

Deep within all our thoughts
The hollow man he sees

Cursed by the ancient demons
To live blind in the society of humans

Feeding fresh from all our pains
The hollow man he grows

There is no longer good or evil
Our deeds are dead to his justice

We dont have the power over his skill
The hollow man he kills

Fear now and fear forever
Sleep tonight and sleep forever

Infactuations

2005-05-16T10:13:00.000-07:00

You are the one dwelling on my senses,
Developing attachments for love and desire.
Bringing memories of infactuations causing confusions,
Filling my mind with duties and goals,
Justifying your actions with a thirst for passion.

You are the one dressing up my conflicts,
Dismissing all your cravings in the mirror,
Keeping me awake in that trance between pleasures,
Repeating my words beyond comprehension to your ears,
Scripting the unknown future with innumerable directions.

You are the one renouncing your name,
Seeking refuge in an equipoise within my mind,
Performing these actions against my simple questions,
Blundering under the blindness of your infactuation,
Understanding me well to know my heart wont let yours fall.

Back To Where I Belong

2005-05-13T21:31:00.000-07:00

Back to where I belong,
Forseeing changes over my horizon,
Judging right from wrong all around,
Keeping an ear to the ground,
Reframing my questions to life,
Thinking in terms of blessings,
Pulling together all my memories,
Listening between voices in my head,
Back from and into my future,
Resisting the urge to surrender,
Imagining a wonder like no other,
Renewing focus on my uncommon sense,
Striking a balance with my time,
Aiming for the greater good,
In ways travelled by none,
With sunset and sunshine holding my hands,
Back from and to where I belong.

There Is No Road

2005-05-10T08:23:00.000-07:00

There is no road. Just meaninglesss and shapeless pebbles, blocks, pieces.

You , I and all forms. There is no path, there is no goal, there is no destiny.

We created it all, in our head, fed by waves and thoughts, of fools, bigger and better, older and rotting,in graves, in dreams, inside.

There is no life, there is no death, there is no fear, there is no existance, there is no puzzle, there is no mystery.

There are no elements, there are no visions, there are no eyes. We dont see, there is no road.

A Small Town Dream

2005-05-02T12:34:00.000-07:00

You are twentysix years rich,
Yet so wortless in our small town,
Oh what can you do, what can you do?

If you were a doctor, you would be welcome,
Caring for the old and young much alike,
Maybe even the occasional pig pet.

If you were a painter, you would decorate,
Homes and walls inside or outside,
Make beautiful eveything with a touch.

If you were a carpenter, you would build,
Homes, dreams and magic with your skill,
The school will call you to build their stage.

If you were a lawyer, you would bring order,
Tacky ways and styles in your black robe,
Rise your way upto a small judge, maybe.

If you were a mechanic, you would repair,
Used cars and broken machines,
Mend some pretty hearts all the same.

So , so many things to be,
To make your dream, a small town dream,
Respected by us, a few simple folks.

You build softwares, you say, making life easy,
Whats this new soft fabric you'd need,
To find your place in our small town?

Master, My Master, I seek thee..

2005-04-24T22:47:00.000-07:00

Master Master, I seek thee..
I whispered under the trumpet setting;
For those questions, With answers too many!

A whisper to a whisper,
This hermit between thoughts:
Seek that master, HE wished you here!

Seek that master , HE let you wander,
In cold winters , then hot summers,
Rains that pierce, Winds that break,

Seek that master , HE let you wonder,
Under the might , This world surrender,
Piece by piece, Intricate by design,

Seek that master, HE guides your vision,
A grace forever, From beyond your sea,
Knowledge is bud, Blooms in your hand.

Hermit my master, Called me master:
Master Master, You seek HE,
Master Master, I seek HE.

Master, My Master !
I seek THEE...

To Your Choice

2005-04-23T00:43:00.000-07:00

Start it with a dot,
End it with a dot.

Color it to your choice,
Else leave it black or white.

Mystify every birth right,
Dream for it with one trust.

Nobody leaves back their body ,
Takes its part to your glory.

Take to the start,
Back it up to the end.

Look closer into this mirror,
See your face to its face.

Color it to your choice,
Else leave it black or white.

Laughed And You Laughed

2005-04-22T00:38:00.000-07:00

You laughed like when nothing left,
You laughed when You knew it not right,

You laughed at You, You laughed at me,
You laughed aloud, You laughed quiet,

You clapped your hands and You laughed,
You spread them out and You laughed,

You were funny so You laughed,
You were crazy so You laughed,

You laughed and You laughed,

I smiled and I winked,
I went my way away away,

You laughed and You laughed.

Sail Into The Horizon

2005-04-19T20:18:00.000-07:00

Its time for this sailor to set sail,
To rule up the roster into victories.

Holding those dreams in bottles,
To Travel deep into distant horizon,
The spirits high, into the clouds,
My eyes open for companions.

It's time for a final seduction,
Counting down, near and near,
Singing goodbye to a little fear.
Abyss seas, blue and clear.

I heard it once, I felt it once,
In search on it, I pitch my sails .
Time for seas in my future,
It's time for this sailor to set sail.

Into the sunrise I set steer,
Deep smell of salted dawn,
To fill my heart.

It's the final temptation,
The tides up near,
This sailor has set sail,
To Travel deep into distant horizon.

Friends.....I Know I Know!

2005-04-16T00:28:00.000-07:00

I dont know abt the friends,
Friends who walked myside,
But i know , I know
I know, I know...

This friend veiled ,
In her hidden corners
One round the globe ...I know..,
Will hold my fall !
Hold my every fall

My every slip- I slip
There aint not much I know
Yeah I know, I know ...
sad... but I know,

There aint many like you ..
The few.. , the precious, the friend
The friendly miss lady
The you baby, the real you lassy

The speed I drove
I drove some away.
I ran from the love
Baby, from you and I

I was hurting, I know, I know
Baby I was hurting like a stone,
Pebbles, yeah ,pebbles for tears
Cracked this mighty mind

My pride, My penance, My lie.
My pain, My pleasure, My life

Yeah, I know, My friend, You
You got my fall, I know
Dont leave me now
Baby hold my fall

Baby no , no , no
I know.....no no, I know...I know!
Dont leave me now
Baby hold my fall ever now !

Shut Eyes

2005-04-12T18:35:00.000-07:00

She looked into my drowsy eyes,
Held my ears like no one before.
She whispered a little sigh,
Jumble mumbled the three word sentence.

I looked back into her eyes,
Deaf as a chubby snake,
I lay there curled and bare,
No hiss , No kiss, No sigh!

All I saw was pure white.
My body shiwered in the cold,
Lacking sense of time and pleasure,
Again losing emotions with my mind.

Her fair skin and soft flesh,
Curled up in my cold arms.
I shut, my eyes to her face,
My faith and my love to her life.

Out of control

2005-04-10T10:50:00.000-07:00

Out of control !
A little reckless,
Don't feel the need to stop.

Risky business,
The heavens are in a mood.
Loves a good thing.
Say it now, say it right.
Keep it honest.

Pleasures in the bloom,
Make it now, sweet and sound.
Rocking like a chair.
Hot and cold.
Feelings in my head.

Wired to pleasure,
Metal to metal, heart to heart.
Sparks out the fire.
Mountains of desire.
Strawberries in the soul.

A little reckless,
Don't feel the need to stop.
Out of control !

Fall Of The Leaf

2005-04-05T14:32:00.000-07:00

Failing tree that me let go
Of the many leaves that fell
I take a bow then the blow
another blow to a fallen leaf
With the winds I float
Dry and brown as a deadstick

Breaking down in the cold gush
Tattering into flying pieces
These evil winds show no mercy
It lifts, it breaks ,it blows
Falling to the ground shattered
My broken pieces in many places

A green leaf that wished for eternity
Away from the fall of winter
Left to re-enter this nature as dust
With children stamping on my pieces
Awaiting a wet white grave
To take me from pieces to my peace

The Artist He Be!

2005-04-04T23:03:00.000-07:00

The Artist He Be!

Men of steel or men of stone
All dressed in black suits
Black ties and white shirts
Groomed alike, the walk alike
Clank less than those in steel
These men of stone and bone

The artist is he to be
Dressed today in florals
A smile for a joke
Maestro wannabe he be
To be the man of hearts to see
Passion to lighten souls that see

To his eyes he sees art
Not the eyes that see his art
The message in every form
Beyond boundaries of words and blocks
The man, the art, the artist
The world changed at his touch

Sugar Punch

2005-04-01T08:48:00.000-08:00

Honey honey, my sugar punch
Waking up to your kiss
Holding on with a touch
Blowing out the hot and cold
Scented candles or the sunset
Walking with me by the side
come come in my arms
Drown me in your love
Twisting and turning crush
Let it happen , let it now
Ride it like a mega tide
Turning out the way you want
Sunshine to your face
Dream of the memories to be made
Honey honey, my sugar punch
Rest it now on my shoulder belle

Tango Evermore

2005-03-27T22:06:00.000-08:00

Sometimes you get to be the star,
I make way for your drama.
Sometimes you may have to be an extra,
You make way for my drama.
Resist this urge to get involved,
Or get ready to tango evermore.

Freedom is worth more than you think,
Take all of it while you can.,
Blow me down from my high place
Let us take our place on the dance floor.
Once again to be alone together,
Or get ready to tango evermore.

We've never asked for anything before,
Nothing gets played without our tune.
Hold on to make up for lost time,
Have our lives pull us in cold directions.
Let go before we tangle in our tango,
Or get ready to tango evermore.

Smiling Deeds

2005-03-20T21:39:00.000-08:00

A single tear rolled down my left eye,
My friendly smile that set it all right.
Crying eye clouding my thoughts,
The free flowing words of confusion,
Mistakes mistaken for mistakes.

A single tear rolled down my right eye,
My friendly smile set it all right.
Bleeding hands tell stories,
The brave bleeding with no pain,
Fools fool none but the fool himself.

Dry eyes now I stand ,
A frown in place of my friendly smile.
Hurting where it hurts the most,
Close my eyes and smile,
Mistaken fool gets his prize.

Shut eyes knows no remorce,
Another smile to set it all right.
Hurting , Bleeding , Crying,
Fashioning your screams, with no tears,
Your end has no ending.

Charmed In Love

2005-03-18T10:12:00.000-08:00

Going mad as well falling in love,
Looking at the wind in your hair,
Touching your hand when no one is looking,
Waiting for that smile on your face,
Watching you wriggle in your shy emotions,
In your love I melt, In your touch I mould,
I am your dream coming true,
Touching your life when the moon glows.

I bow my head , my hat in my arms,
Wave to you with honor my dear love,
Your ability to amaze, your ability to charm,
With words so simple, forever with grace,
Few words to define a heart so precious ,
World fails to define, the innocence in your eyes,
The beauty of your smile, the warmth of your touch,
Humble me so in your love grace.

My Friend, The Three Year Old From Heaven.

2005-03-15T11:32:00.000-08:00

My friend, the three year old from heaven.
Her coat made of fur, her mittens of wool,
Her little body still shivering in the cold.
This little angel sitting beside me,
Thirty thousand feet above the sea.
She shared with me her cookie,
Told me her name was sally.
Her father called her silly.
Her crayons littered the floor,
Making music with her hands
She drummed her tiny fingers on the keyboard,
when she got my computer to play.
Her father trying to stop her wreaking,
She yelled back, she was playing with her friend.
A bundle of sweetness, she soon fell asleep.
Thirty thousand feet above the sea.
My friend, the three year old from heaven.

Spring Is Here

2005-03-13T07:13:00.000-08:00

Spring the feeling of Spring,
Flowers in your arms,
Garlands on your head,
Pretty girl, spring is here,
Kick off those shoes,
Dance to the shiver,
Spring is here, Spring is here.

Dance to your left, Dance to your right,
Quail now sing , Quail now run,
Hang it up , Drop it down,
Close your eyes, Close your mind,
Trickle up your spirit,
Shout out loud,
Spring is here, Spring is here

Dream Clouds

2005-03-11T08:24:00.000-08:00

Clouds that glitter the sky
Clouds that cluster together
White, Black, Silver and Blue
Majestic under the gleaming sun
Moulding and Shaping in the wind
Dreams and thoughts - good and great
Wonder what lining is my name
oh clouds! mould me my perfect dream.

Gray Love

2005-03-10T10:01:00.000-08:00

She held me , she held me tight
Forced on me her love
Her love for my words
Words that praised our love
A love that turned gray

Overcasts and rain shadows
Frozen emotions to none
Away from the tempest of tears
Driving into the moonlight
This love beetled off

Love's First Song

2005-03-09T17:27:00.000-08:00

Sweet melodies of love,
Bumble bees in my eyes,
Glowing with love,
A heart stuck in between.

Stuck between a rock and a softplace,
I chose a rock for my heart,
Sculptured it with your love,
Turned to gold with your touch.

The temple I called my heart,
You, the idol I revered.
This hymn in your name.
Love's first song.

Flowers to cover your feet,
My Kisses for your lips,
Diamonds for your fingers,
My love for your life.

I sing this song,
My love's first song.
Hold me baby quick,
Before I sing too long.

Dancing For Love

2005-03-06T22:07:00.000-08:00

Hey you! Look at me!
Dancing for love.
Flowers in the spring.

Singing sweet roses for love,
Mudslides and Footslips,
Broken guitar and torn boots,
Hardrocks and thorny Grasses,
Your Kisses make the them soft.

Singing sweet lillies for love,
Rain drops and Dew Drops,
Singing out our song,
Misty broken rhyme,
Sweet kisses, your verses of poetry

I hold you, In my arms,
Dancing for love.
Falling for love.

Head Spin

2005-03-02T12:44:00.000-08:00

Head Spin
Head to Sin
Learn to Speak
Forever Lie
Hatred Widespread
Goodness scattered
The beautiful Bite
The ugly sting
Head to tail
Spin Sin Spin

From Within

2005-02-20T20:12:00.000-08:00

Everywhere I look,Everyone I see,
All alike, Everywhere I look.
All around, All rebels.
I , A captive in the knot; Trying ,
Crusading to break free, From within.
The windows keep out the light,
The door shut from above,
My screams sheltered within.
In a dungeon, Besieged by rebels.
I attack them with force,
As I destroy one, More take its place
Everyone I see, Everywhere I look.
A captive in this mirror oubliette.
All alike, Everyone I see,
Besieged by rebels, All around.
Crusading to break free, From within.

Or As Known As

2005-02-18T08:02:00.000-08:00

For I gave an hour !
hoping, waiting, praying.
Her to come and ask,
me; my name.
Inside tunnels, faded signals !
Her thoughts glued to the pages.
While I wait,
To see her Smile,
To know her name.

Generation - Q

2005-02-14T21:09:00.000-08:00

Q's Q's , Q's em all

Not so Simple
Not so Strange

Take the que
Shake up the Queue
Show up the world.

Who, who, Who the Q?
Go Go Go , lets Q'n go!
Show who ,who's who
the Q's to the Q

Hip Hop not so top
For them Q's got to stop

Roll, Ride, spice em twice
Hoe , foe , Bang em twice

Top , Hop, make em stop
These Q's have got to stop

Bang Bang , blow em down
Half baked pies on your face

Who, Who , Whos the Q?
Go Go, Go, Q the Q
Do the Q
Stop! Q , Q , Q !

My Hush Beautiful Friend

2005-02-10T22:26:00.000-08:00

My hush beautiful friend;
She liked to watch and wonder,
From beyond the sidelines,
At the many literary jabbings,
That crossed her way.
Her posts host only the great,
Her thoughts prodigious,
Yet Silent in her presention.
Always a smile to cover,
Those thoughts that ponder,
The beauty and the brain,
Resting in perfect peace.

My wonderful mirror

2005-02-07T20:39:00.000-08:00

Oh mirror , oh mirror
My wonderful mirror
You showed me her face
You lead me to her
You ushered her in my heart
You attested her beauty
You birthed love in my life
Oh mirror, oh mirror ,
My wonderful mirror,
Slip out from my dreams.

You and I : Questions Forever

2005-01-22T08:53:00.000-08:00

When words fail to define
When pictures fail to potray
When thoughts fail to reflect
When smiles fail to brighten
When answers fail to solve
Its what a day What a day
when question fail to ask
Questions with no words
Just memories of you and I
We, Us and All.
Here, There and Everywhere.
Today , Tomorrow and Forever.
You and I , Questions Forever!

Today Is Thursday About To Be Friday,

2005-01-20T23:27:00.000-08:00

Today is thursday about to be friday,
I am on the prowl to irritate you there.
Just wanna remind you,
Its snowing all day all the way.
Is there and art school my way?
I am an artist on the rise,
Or am I confusing myself with someone else.

How can u see and I cant see,
Things destined to be done by me and only me?
Feeling the mood to do something different,
Yet different from actually doing something different,
Finally fooled into being different.
I will justify this like everything else,
Today is thursday about to be friday,
I am on the prowl to irritate you there.

I Go Alone

2005-01-19T09:55:00.000-08:00

I go alone,
Alone on distant shores,
Far far away from home,
Closer and closer to a future,
Of dreams and desires.
A beacon of Truth,
I go alone,
Spreading hope with my smiles,
Holding hands with those,
Brave to live,
In dreams and desires.
I go alone.

Tiger Shark : Get Lovin

2005-01-07T22:31:00.000-08:00

Yo; Tiger Shark!
Get Lovin !
Say Lovin;
Gonna show you some love ;
Some Lovin;
Let me show; Let me show :you ; my lovin
Say who; Say what; Yeah !
Tiger Shark ; show'n you his lovin !
Come-on ; Get-down; get lovin.
Swimmin in love
Gangsta style;
rapping ; Trippin;
pumping n relaxing.
love to love ;
so very much, so very much
Take it : the moves; the style
Money over Honey
Tiger Shark ; show'n you lovin !
To you; From me ;
I seek, You hide.
Riddle your complications;
Stopp your circulations;
The actions; The words.
In yours; attractions ; passions
Sparks; blinding your mind
Realms of passion;
Without any reason
reality ; insanity.
Creating miseries out of memories.
Take it : The moves; The style
Money over Honey
Tiger Shark ; Get Lovin !
The moves ;
I seek, You hide.
Tiger Shark ; Swimmin in love!

Weep O' Soldier

2005-01-05T07:08:00.000-08:00

Weep O' Soldier

Weep O'Soldier amoung men;
In your courgae we preach.
You lie in disgust , amoung the living;
Blood dripping from your forehead,
Your Pain has no meter.
You knew not that moment your life changed.
Holding togehter yet alone in your misery,
Resting in peace - your beloved.
Searching for your own into the horizon
The smooth surf that turned wild,
Sinking your lands and your home,
Leaving your tears wiped dry.
Weep O'Soldier amoung men;
In your courgae we preach.

Ears To See

2004-12-26T22:13:00.000-08:00

There is nothing new that you will ever see, To which you are not open to see!
Darkness hides only your face,
Find something else to cover your mind.
Why say such or do I say too much,
Tell me , Tell me what you see ;
Tell me , Tell me what you hear ;
Tell me , Tell me what you seek ;
Tell me , Tell me what you feel.
When the wheel spins, When the head spins,
Jump on the wheel ,All is straight to see!
In its beauty lies its value, In it to decode deep within a mold!
Close your eyes, See with the lights shut ,
Close your mind, See with the soul shut
I always spoke, Few ever heard
My ways are strange, My face is strange
I speak with an accent
My name twists your tongue
I am foreign to your eyes
Just ask your heart and you will know
I am closer than you will ever know.

I smile at that smile !

2004-12-25T21:30:00.000-08:00

I take a road, Parallel to the one I need,
Wishing ahead lies a path that unite.

I Follow my shadows with a smile
I smile at that smile
Smiling at my smiling shadows

I am scared to journey back,
To start back on a new path.
I smile at my fear!
I smile at that smile!
I wish i knew what path that ought to be.

Failure and Success ineluctable
As do they come, so do they go.
Bequeathing sweet memories,
Strengths in our experiences

I search for a road less travelled.
My search to be unique.
Forgetting to see that whats already :
Special and beautiful in me.

I smile at my insanity!
I smile at my smile!
I smile at that smile!
My smile at insanity!

someday honey , someday:

2004-12-14T21:22:00.000-08:00

someday honey , someday:
i shall have it all my way

that day honey, that day honey,
we will be together forever

monday honey, monday ;
we will sleep in

tuesday honey, tuesday ;
we will call in forget its day

wednesday honey, wednesday ;
lets wed again tonight

thurday honey, thursday ;
we will dance all night

friday honey, friday ;
its the day for laundry

saturday honey, saturday ;
we will play all day

sunday honey , sunday ;
we will meet in heaven

someday honey , someday:
i shall have it all my way

that day honey, that day honey,
we will be together forever

till then my sweet honey bunny
lets wait inside , lets wait inside !

To Sing, To make happy my lady

2004-12-13T11:02:00.000-08:00

Tap my toes
Count till three
Making up this song
To Sing, To make happy my lady

One two three
Here I go
Whistiling loud a song
To Sing, To make happy my lady

Roses are red
Yes roses are aslo red, so what
I am still striking a chord
To Sing, To make happy my lady

Here here the cows dance
They stamp on my feet
Hee-Haw Hee-Haw, I rumble
To Sing, To make happy my lady

Them horses run and join
Piglets add the rhyme
Hee-Haw Hee-Haw, I sing
To Sing, To make happy my lady

I Shall Rise Again

2004-12-11T20:28:00.000-08:00

I Shall Rise Again

Sitting alone in the stadium
Under the moonlight
Flood lights savoring the greens
Basking in my failure
Wishing for someone else but my shadow
To tell me that I shall rise again !

Little rain drops, Little tear drops
Aching feat and wilting pride
I hold my head high
Looking at the long road ahead
Knowing noone else but my shadow
To tell me that I shall rise again !

Another Suicidal Romance

2004-12-10T01:40:00.000-08:00

Shot down !
She said , I dont stand a chance,
Took the ride ,
Another suicidal romance.

Precious!
You are the one!,I said.
I just get two words
To change my fate.

All right!
No, it's not lonely tonight
Anybody home? She asked,
I smiled, showed her home

Good-Bye!
I got my two words
Tucked in the passion
Between dusk to dawn

Princess!
You were the one, now you're not
Another suicidal romance
To change my fate